Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Field Forum


      After all the craziness of getting to Egypt from where I have been living, I am so thankful for the blessing that Field Forum is. If you have read my previous post, you know that this sumer had been extremely dry. I had been looking forward to Field Forum for quite some time. It was so awesome getting to see friends from the Salem Team, to get to know the speaker and his wife, and also to meet other families who are also working for our company.
     Sunder, our speaker was great. He talked about holiness and repentance. He talked about the importance of being emotionally healthy, in order to have a healthy spirituality, and that it is okay to set aside a day of our week to have for ourselves to be with God and rest. He talked about the doctrine of adoption and our acceptance in Christ. To be honest, because of where I have been all summer spiritually, it was hard for me to focus in on some of his talks. But I did take a lot of notes so that I can look back on what he had to say. His wife shared one morning with just the women, and this was a powerful time for me. I can't remember all that she said, but what did stand out to me was how in everything Suunders wife did, she asked for the Lords guidance first. The Lord moved in my heart that morning and I was convicted to seek the Lord in even the small things.
      I loved what Sunder had to say about taking a sabbath, and this is something our team has discussed a little bit about, is making sure to take one day off and to not feel guilty about it. It's our day to be with the Lord. He said in his message that God created the world in 6 days, and on the seventh he rested. But man was created on the 6th day, so they started out their existence by resting on their first day, but Gods seventh day. This was really good for me to hear, because usually when I look for rest, it is because I am exhausted, burnt out, and I don't have anything more to run on. By looking at it differently, I can start my week filled up and rested so that I can pour out, instead of hanging by a thread all week, waiting desperately for a time to be filled up again. Suunder reminded us that it's good to say no, that it is not my work that defines me. This also was a good reminder for me to hear.
      The rest of Forum was amazing. I am beyond grateful that people from Salem were able to come out and serve the children, and to bless us with amazing servants hearts and their refreshing attitudes. I loved meeting the other workers from different countries and hearing how they have struggled with living in the Middle East, and the joys of it from living over here longterm as well. Field Forum was a great time and I am so grateful that it was included in my time here because I am seeing how important it is to get out of country once and while to be refreshed and to be reminded and encouraged in what we're doing.